Pretending You Were Mine....

I've been patiently passing the time by pretending that you were mine
when I met you something called out from the depths of my soul
It was one of those right place, right time kind of finds
where everything, even your smile, seemed like a sign....

A sign that you belonged to me and I belonged to you...
and it got me thinking "maybe this whole soulmate thing is true"
see meeting you changed my whole philosophy
kinda like I was in an emotional prison and thoughts of you set me free

Talking to you felt like privacy in public
Intimacy at its finest cuz you were in to me and I was into you
but stubborn and shy I let you walk out of my life...
with no explanation why...

Watching you disappear out those doors caused an alien anxiety
but the pride in me said "if its meant to be he will find me"
my heart and soul said "Eff this I'm out of here" and just left from inside of me to find its destiny...

So I went home and let thoughts of you and me as one meet up with the sun
Don't get me wrong I'm not one of those love at first sight type of women,
but looking at you was like looking into the future....
You were a crystal ball and my heart was just answering its call...

A Date, a couple study sessions, one home cooked meal and months later and I still don't have my damn soul back...
Countless thoughts of you, a few romance drenched dreams, and still I can't seem to pull my heart from your grasp.
Which, I guess wouldn't be so bad... if... you were mine..

I might as well tell my soul goodbye
I'm done fighting an appointment so divine
Let me jus bid my heart farewell...
So I can go back to pretending that you were mine....