It Could All Be So Simple...

Ladies Lauryn Hill said it best...

    "It could all be so simple, but you had to make it hard.  Loving you is like a battle, and we both end up with scars."




    Ever meet someone that you think could be your perfect match but you let fear lead you instead of love....  It is the hardest thing to do... That is, not let your past be your poison.

   Until recently I thought I was a good communicator.... I mean damn I am a communications major.  Truth is ladies and gentlemen I may be able to communicate for you but I can't communicate for my self at all....  Every time I think of my emotions I think of the heartbreak that I don't want to face.... Not very inspirational I know but I'm just being honest.

LOVE IS SELFLESS!!! That's what I keep hearing but truth is I am not ready to free fall nor be selfless... I have no room in my heart for pain therefor there is no room in my heart for love.

I know you have had this feeling and I just wanted you to know you are not the only one.....

Spiritual Mornings...

I woke up this morning and read scripture...


    I'm not going to lie, I usually don't but I know that I should and not because I am religious but because it puts your day in a different perspective.  I feel like my eyes are little more open and my life is a little less shallow because my morning thoughts don't just consist of "Ughhh I hate My hair" and "I look like I belong in the Partridge Family" type emergency.   My thoughts are laced with ways of improving my frame of mind therefore my life... any way thats enough back ground...


This were important to me today:


Psalm 23

 ¹The LORD is my shepherd; I shall not want.

 ²He maketh me to lie down in green pastures: he leadeth me beside the still waters.

 ³He restoreth my soul: he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name's sake.

 ⁴Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art    

    with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me.

 ⁵Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head 

   with oil; my cup runneth over.

 ⁶Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life: and I will dwell in the house 

   of the LORD for ever.


Daily Kabbalah Lesson

There are five extensions of ego: anger, hatred, judgment, control and pride. These are the branches of the tree of ego - ways our ego can manifest. We all have the capacity to get upset. We all have those moments when we are disgusted with people. We all judge. We are all obsessed with trying to have some degree of control. We all tend to be self-important sometimes; this is pride. Ego can reach into all corners of life, when we allow it. Today, pay attention to the moments you are manifesting one of the five extensions. Dig into them, get underneath, and work on deflating them. Stay on track by remaining open and willing to uncover all of the guises of the ego. *Wonderwoman*

Believe The Hype!

Ladies please forgive me but I have to reveal some of our secrets publicly today.  Partially to help some of our fellow sisters realize their power and because I just feel like hyping women today (we are AMAZING damn it!!).

We as women have to realize that we have the power.... If you haven't heard the terminology before well then let me be the first to inform you about "P" Power... Yes it means exactly what you think it means and if you are a women you have it too.

Close your eye and just imagine yourself as a superhero (or villain, which ever you prefer), your power is to control members of the opposite sex.  Now open your eyes and grab your cape because, that's alllll you!  As a woman you can have anything you want, all you have to do is believe it.

Now as you can see I included not only superheroes but also villains because depending on how you choose to use your power you could be either one (personally I would consider myself a mix of the two).

The Instruction Manual for "P" Power:

    1. Make him comfortable...  It is vital that you always allow him to think his has the upper hand or is two steps ahead of him (in all actuality ladies you should never be behind or fall for any okie doke)

    2.  Get to know the object of your force... understand what makes him tick (with out asking).  This ladies is an art form,  any experienced woman knows that men are terrified to let women into their heads.

   3.  Just take it easy... stop wondering what is next (if you are doing what you have to do then it will be very apparent)
 
   4. Don't give it up FOR him... If you are not ready to sleep with him then don't.  Don't let him pressure you into anything and most importantly don't pressure yourself into anything...

This is just a small sneak preview if you need more feel free to ask....


USE YOUR "P" Power

   You run the world, you birth the world's leaders... All you have to do is recognize it and stop taking a back seat when you deserve a throne...

BELIEVE THE HYPE YOU ARE THE ALL POWERFUL!

~Wonderwoman

~ Wonder Woman FOR REAL

smiling. I am Free! I don't want to avoid him anymore, Im not said at the thought of him. Im just smiling... I truly have myself back... And I am so proud!

. A man I thought I was in love with from the core of me.... And guess what?? I wasn't even angry... He spoke to me and when we passed eachother I couldnt stop

I Was Smiling When We Passed

It is sooo amazing to be truly free. I saw someone today who broke me done emotionally when I was at my weakest point mentally